I want to step on the scale without cringing.
I want to walk by a reflection of myself and not see the fat me.
I want to pass a stranger and not wonder if I'm fatter or skinnier.
I want to eat a meal without the guilt and mental count of calories.
I want to run for the love of running, not because it is burning calories.
I want this cycle to end.
I want to love me.
I wonder if that day will ever come.
Just know that no matter how you feel about you I think you are amazing. No matter what your size. But I think that you look great! There is no way anyone would think that you are 38 (39?). JUst try once a day not to worry about it. Worrying can't fix it. Loving yourself can. I love you I hope that you can soon!
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