I AM HAPPY. I AM GRATEFUL. I AM PAST THE INFERTILITY.
Hitting 40 doesn't mean I regret anything that I've gone through or that I'm unhappy with where life sits. It simply means I have a bit more to go through before I'm TOTALLY ok with being old. I do love my boys. I am grateful, SO VERY grateful to have my child. I write in the blog when a thought comes to mind and, on Saturday night, I had a a-ha moment. So, I shared it. As with just about every post on this blog, writing it out helps me to process.
Now, it's Tuesday and I'm back at work with a new, recharged attitude. Another thing the camp friends do for me is give me a shot of energy and excitement for what I do in life - teach student leadership. I have seven weeks to go and I can make it. The year has passed in a blur but I think I'm going to come out the other end, a stronger, better person.
Enjoy the rest of your week! I'm planning on enjoying mine.
You don't need to be apologizing or explaining yourself for your last post. That's what these blogs are for...to write out feelings and emotions and share them with people who are willing to listen. I think it is healthy to get those feelings out there so they are not bottled up inside. You are so strong and so beautiful...you are going to make 40 the new 30 :-)
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